This is a possible summary:
The speaker is a woman who shares her life story in a YouTube video. She talks about her childhood, her ambition, her relationship, her business, and her mistake that caused a scandal. She expresses her feelings of anger, sadness, fear, and gratitude. She apologizes to the people who are hurt or disappointed by her actions. She also thanks the people who support and appreciate her. She says she wants to move forward and learn from her past. She asks the people who hate her to stop watching her content.
Here are the key facts extracted from the text:
1. The speaker has never made a YouTube video before.
2. They want to share their feelings in a video.
3. They believe every problem has two sides.
4. They have never chatted with really bad people to avoid being as bad as them.
5. They were born when their parents were already separated.
6. They experienced bullying at school due to their parents' divorce.
7. They were supported by their grandparents during childhood.
8. They had ambitions to be remembered and to make people regret looking down on them.
9. They started a business with an ex-partner which became successful.
10. They received appreciation and praise from many people unexpectedly.
11. They felt addicted to applause and did not want to disappoint people's expectations.
12. They have done things they consider stupid.
13. They have been afraid of meeting people and facing public scrutiny after making a mistake.
14. They publicly apologized for their mistake.
15. They tried to do things they felt they had to do, despite it being difficult.
16. They went through a period of not wanting to leave the house or meet people due to fear and shame.
17. They have worked hard, selling various items before getting a job abroad.
18. Their ambition was fulfilled beyond their expectations.
Please let me know if you need any more information or further assistance!