The speaker, who has been away from her vlog channel due to childbirth, shares an emotional journey of giving birth to twins and the subsequent postpartum period. She discusses the challenges she faced during her C-section, the terrifying experience of not seeing her babies immediately after birth, and the physical and emotional pain she endured. She also shares footage of her babies' birth and her interactions with them in the NICU.
She expresses her deep sadness at not being able to hold her babies immediately after their birth and her struggle with the separation from her children. Despite the physical discomfort and emotional pain, she acknowledges the importance of her role as a mother and the need to bond with her babies.
The speaker also shares her surprise at not being pregnant anymore and her struggle with the reality of being a new mother. She discusses her plan to share more about her experiences in more cohesive vlogs in the future. She ends the video by expressing her gratitude for the support from her viewers and asking for their stories to help her navigate through this challenging time.
1. The speaker, who has been vlogging for almost two years, shares her experience of having twins and the associated challenges.
2. The speaker's twins were born due to a cord prolapse, which is extremely dangerous.
3. The speaker and her partner Eric were able to bond with their twins, who were in the NICU.
4. The speaker's twins were born on her niece Bailey's birthday.
5. The speaker had to be rushed to the emergency room due to cord prolapse, which is extremely dangerous.
6. The birth of the twins happened very fast, surprising everyone involved.
7. The speaker was not allowed to eat for 24 hours after the surgery due to the medication she was given, which made her nauseous.
8. The speaker was able to eat In-N-Out after her 24-hour fast.
9. The speaker's twins don't have names yet, but she jokingly suggested naming them "Cheeseburger".
10. The speaker is currently in her postpartum room and is experiencing physical pain.
11. The speaker's twins are in boxes, alone and scared, and she feels a strong responsibility to protect them.
12. The speaker is in the same postpartum room as she was with her previous child, Flynn.
13. The speaker's twins are doing well, considering they were born early.
14. The speaker's twins are in the NICU and she is trying to be kind to herself during this difficult time.
15. The speaker is grateful for the support from her vlog family and asks for their stories if they're NICU parents.
16. The speaker's twins are doing well, considering they were born early.
17. The speaker is grateful for the support from her vlog family and asks for their stories if they're NICU parents.