The speaker, Andi Astra, shares her experience of taking psychedelic mushrooms and having a spiritual journey. She describes seeing the inner workings of the universe, including portals and guardians, and being taken through different realms. She felt fear and discomfort, but also a sense of humor and humility. She felt pulled out of these experiences and returned to her physical body. She was left with a deep sense of unsettlement and a realization that much of the universe is beyond human understanding. She concludes by emphasizing the importance of enjoying life and understanding oneself as a human, rather than trying to comprehend everything.
1. The speaker, Andi Astra, is the creator of Spooky Girl Art.
2. She is incredibly sensitive to psychedelics.
3. She takes psychedelics strategically when looking for a level up moment in her life.
4. She planned a trip to the North Shore of Oahu with her friends to take mushrooms and seek answers.
5. She only took two grams of mushrooms, less than her friends.
6. She went to the beach to look at the stars and asked the universe for a spirit guide to come forward.
7. She felt herself blasting through the cosmos and saw portal mirrors with tech around them.
8. They were guarded by entities that looked like spinning tops.
9. She and her guide were able to pass through the guardians and go to one of the portals.
10. The portal looked like a jungle or a big forest with big botanicals.
11. She realized everything was made out of plastic or synthetic material, even the ground.
12. She was pulled out of the portal and into another one, where she saw enormous plants that looked like monsters.
13. She felt a sinking feeling in her stomach and turned to her guide, saying she was good but maybe not ready.
14. She was pulled out of the portal and back to herself, feeling unsettled.
15. She crawled her way to the bushes and threw up into them.
16. She came back to her friends, who were still unaware of what happened.
17. She felt so uncomfortable and afraid that she literally felt sick.
18. She realized that much of what she saw was just the tip of the iceberg.
19. She felt that her ego was talking when she said she wanted to understand how everything works.
20. She concluded that much of our journey is about being a human and enjoying what that is.