The speaker starts by expressing their delight in preparing a culinary feast, mentioning rice and a dish made with sausage, onion, tomato, soy, corn, and pork. They share their recipe and explain the process of cooking the dish. However, they also express a sense of disillusionment and frustration, mentioning that they feel disgusted and disconnected from their love for cooking. They express a desire to skip meals and avoid cooking altogether.
1. The speaker is preparing a meal of rice and chicken noodles.
2. The rice is described as "loose" and requires a rice cooker for preparation.
3. The speaker adds a pinch of salt to the rice, and mentions trying to add more.
4. The speaker is cooking the rice on a stove and mentions adding fat to it.
5. The speaker is also preparing a dish with ramen seasoning, Cheetos, and a fish that emerges from the rice.
6. The speaker is nervous and doesn't find the dish appetizing, mentioning it gives off bad energy.
7. The speaker is considering skipping the next 10 meals, starting in three days.