The text appears to be a stream-of-consciousness monologue from a person who seems to be struggling with procrastination and disorganization. They talk about buying items to record videos but not being able to do so due to various reasons. They mention not sleeping properly and waking up early, which affects their productivity. They also discuss their desire to tidy up and use or donate items they've bought but haven't used. The monologue includes references to Airsoft, Minecraft, and a desire to become better at tag, a form of street dancing. The speaker mentions making videos for a YouTube channel and being concerned about changes in YouTube trends. They express a desire to improve their habits and routines, but also acknowledge the challenges they face.
1. The speaker wakes up early and packs their device, discovering that they need to replace it in a couple of months .
2. The speaker attempts to purchase a necessary item for their recording but cannot find it in the store, leading to an online order that will take three to four days to arrive .
3. The speaker's house is cluttered with unused items they have purchased for recording purposes .
4. The speaker decides to go through their belongings and either use or donate the items they no longer need .
5. The speaker mentions a box containing items they bought to record and never used .
6. The speaker expresses frustration with their inability to use or record with the items they have bought .
7. The speaker talks about a hard drive that they believe contains embarrassing photos and information .
8. The speaker plans to train with Airsoft to make a video and intends to do other tasks they have promised to do .
9. The speaker mentions a friend, Sky, who records Minecraft and plans to record a series for their Minecraft channel .
10. The speaker talks about their struggle with weight control, specifically in relation to a game they used to play .
11. The speaker acknowledges their tendency to buy things for recording but not use them, and plans to change this behavior .
12. The speaker mentions their struggle with sleep and how it affects their mood .