The provided text appears to be a prayer or a healing ritual, likely intended for personal use or in a spiritual context. The prayer is a detailed account of a person's journey throughout their life, expressing gratitude, asking for forgiveness, and requesting healing from various negative emotions and experiences.
The prayer begins by inviting the presence of Jesus and the Holy Spirit, asking for healing and light to be filled within the person. It then moves through various stages of the person's life, from conception to adulthood, addressing specific events, emotions, and experiences at each stage. These include feelings of abandonment, confusion, fear, and resentment, as well as experiences of abuse, divorce, and self-abuse.
At each stage, the speaker asks for healing and forgiveness, expressing gratitude for the person's life and the opportunities it has provided. The prayer ends with a plea for the person to be free from any negativity they may have experienced in their 40s.
Throughout the prayer, there are references to the Virgin Mary and the Heavenly Father, and there is a clear emphasis on love, forgiveness, and healing. The prayer also includes requests for the person to be filled with light and love, and for negativity to be removed from their life.
Overall, this prayer is a deeply personal and intimate expression of a person's spiritual journey, their struggles, and their hopes for healing and transformation.
1. The speaker is praying for healing and guidance throughout their life, asking for the Holy Spirit to fill them with light and love [Document(page_content="00:00:23.58: in veneration and adoration I\n00:00:28.74: ask that you send the your holy spirit\n00:00:30.68: and fill me completely with light and\n00:00:34.20: love\n00:00:37.82: I ask you dear father to remove\n00:00:41.22: any negativity that may have\n00:00:43.94: been transmitted to me unconsciously or\n00:00:46.92: unconsciously while I\n00:00:48.42: was still in my mother's womb", metadata={})].
2. The speaker is praying for the Virgin Mary and Jesus to walk with them throughout their life, to remove any negativity, and to fill them with love [Document(page_content="00:00:23.58: in veneration and adoration I\n00:00:28.74: ask that you send the your holy spirit\n00:00:30.68: and fill me completely with light and\n00:00:34.20: love\n00:00:37.82: I ask you dear father to remove\n00:00:41.22: any negativity that may have\n00:00:43.94: been transmitted to me unconsciously or\n00:00:46.92: unconsciously while I\n00:00:48.42: was still in my mother's womb", metadata={})].
3. The speaker is asking for forgiveness for any sexual sins committed and abuse of drink or drugs [Document(page_content="00:30:01.44: through the abuse of drink, the use of drugs\n00:30:04.62: or have been abusive to myself to\n00:30:07.56: others\n00:30:09.48: a few times\n00:30:12.26: ? What was I doing with my life?\n00:30:14.04: Where was I going? whether I was\n00:30:16.56: successful or not whether I was loved or not\n00:30:19.52: because my children were now\n00:30:22.86: teenagers why they might\n00:30:25.74: involve me Adultery I got divorced I\n00:30:28.08: got married again because I had started", metadata={})].
4. The speaker is expressing feelings of insecurity, fear of rejection, and a desire for acceptance and love at different stages of their life [Document(page_content="00:26:43.70: heal me free me from all\n00:26:47.40: negativity\n00:26:50.70: Lord Jesus as we go through the\n00:26:53.64: 21 22\n00:26:56.30: 23\n00:26:57.92: 24 and 25 years\n00:27:02.70: Let the Holy Spirit show you\n00:27:07.56: the worst events of these days\n00:27:10.82: of these years\n00:27:12.24: [Music]\n00:27:19.86: that made you happy\n00:27:21.53: [Music]\n00:27:25.08: I ask that you touch me and heal me from all\n00:27: