The monologue is a narrative of a young woman's complex and tumultuous relationships with her mother, stepfather, and Bernardo, a man she had feelings for when she was 15. The story begins with her parents' divorce, which left her to live with her mother. Her mother was single for a few years, but then started dating again, which led to a series of complicated relationships.
The narrator discovers that Bernardo, who she was infatuated with when she was 15, is now her mother's husband. This revelation leads to a series of confusing and uncomfortable encounters. She meets Bernardo at his house, where she encounters another man, leading to a chaotic scene.
The narrator's mother introduces her to Bernardo as her new husband, which is shocking for the narrator. She then discovers that her mother and Bernardo had a child together. The narrator's mother suggests the narrator spend time with Bernardo, which she initially agrees to, but later becomes uncomfortable.
The narrator's mother continues to date, leading to a series of awkward encounters with her mother's boyfriends. The narrator also begins a relationship with Robin, another woman. She finds herself torn between her relationships with Robin and Bernardo's sister.
In the end, the narrator acknowledges her feelings for both Bernardo and his sister, and tries to navigate her complicated relationships. She concludes by expressing her struggle with the idea of being in love with two people, and the complexity of her feelings.
1. The speaker was once in a relationship with a man named Bernardo, who later married her mother.
2. The speaker was 15 years old when her parents went through a complicated divorce.
3. The speaker discovered that her first love was her stepfather when she found a white poster with the name "Fernanda".
4. The speaker's mother had relationships with multiple men, including her own stepfather.
5. The speaker's mother and her stepfather were in a relationship when the speaker was 17 years old.
6. The speaker's mother's behavior led to conflicts in her relationship with her boyfriend Jason.
7. The speaker's mother had relationships with multiple men, including her own stepfather, while the speaker was in college.
8. The speaker's mother married her stepfather after the speaker went to college.
9. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro.
10. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Bio.
11. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's father.
12. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio.
13. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who asked for 7.5 billion people.
14. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was from the world.
15. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was connected to the speaker's sister.
16. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's brother.
17. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's mother.
18. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the other one.
19. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's sister.
20. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's brother.
21. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's mother.
22. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the other one.
23. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's sister.
24. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's brother.
25. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's mother.
26. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the other one.
27. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's sister.
28. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's brother.
29. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's mother.
30. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the other one.
31. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's sister.
32. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's brother.
33. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's mother.
34. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the other one.
35. The speaker's mother had a relationship with a man named Loureiro's bio, who was involved with the speaker's sister.
36. The speaker's mother had a