The speaker shares a personal story of their life, including feelings of hurt, betrayal, and disappointment, particularly towards their mother. They claim to have been involved in the occult and have learned "invulnerability science" from a teacher. The speaker says they wanted to use this knowledge to harm their mother but eventually used it for other purposes. They also share an experience where they were attacked by a supernatural entity and were helped by their father to recite the shahada and seek forgiveness. Throughout the story, the speaker references their complicated family relationships, feelings of loneliness, and experiences with the occult.
Here are the key facts extracted from the text:
1. The narrator grew up in a poor family and felt embarrassed about their financial situation.
2. The narrator's parents got divorced, and they felt abandoned by their mother.
3. The narrator joined a silat group and met a teacher who claimed to have supernatural powers.
4. The narrator underwent a 41-day fasting period in a lake to acquire supernatural powers.
5. The narrator was taught how to use black magic and was given a test to prove their abilities.
6. The narrator's father had a stroke and asked for their help.
7. The narrator was shot and had several broken blood vessels.
8. The narrator experienced a vortex of fire and a high fever.
9. The narrator's father asked for their help in making medicine.
10. The narrator's father felt guilty for his past mistakes and asked for forgiveness.
11. The narrator recited the shahada and prostrated to ask for forgiveness.
12. The narrator's father guided them to recite the shahada and helped them to recover from their ordeal.
Note that some of these facts may be subjective or based on the narrator's personal experiences and beliefs.